Secangkir kopi bersama Tuhan (2)

Waktu hidup ini hampa
Bingung rasanya tanpa jawaban
Sebenarnya Tuhan punya rencana
supaya aku belajar mendengarkan

Waktu aku rasa semua usaha gagal
semua orang menganggap aku sial
Sebenarnya Tuhan tak tinggal diam
Dia tak biarkan hidupku jadi suram

Waktu aku rasa hidup ini bosan
Semua yang dilakukan menjadi beban
Aku ingin mati, tapi belum waktunya
Aku ingin lari, tapi entah ke mana

Lalu aku tahu mulut ini seharusnya terkatup
Sudah terlalu banyak kata sia-sia terucap
KataNya pintu pengampunan tak pernah tertutup
buat semua orang yang tetap berharap

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Here comes a time
when I don't really know what I want

Here comes a time
when I just lose all my desire

Here comes a time
when I just feel really down

Here comes a time
when I can only question God


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One Phone Call

One phone call can make me happy
One phone call can make me down
One phone call can make me feel appreciated

One phone call can ease my pain
One phone call can heal my longing
One phone call can kill my spirit

One phone call can make my day
One phone call can change my world

I am sick

I do not feel well
I just wanna go home, I swear
I cannot really talk or yell

I only get sick once a year
It's usually when winter is near
what causes the illness is never clear
I just know I lost my cheer

I am usually full of energy
I'll walk by you and give smilies
I'm sorry, today don't mind me
If I'm being crappy & bitchy

So yeah I am sick
& pray this sickness will disappear really quick