Wanna be better

Dun wanna be the cutest
Dun wanna be the funniest
Dun wanna be the smartest
Dun wanna be the greatest

But ...

wanna be wiser
wanna be funnier
wanna be cuter
wanna be BETTER !

Ugh aku bosan !

Ugh aku bosan
duduk di depan kompie cari inspirasi
bengong2 gini paling enak sambil makan
tapi takut ndut, tar ngomel2 ndiri

Ugh aku bosan
Mo chating tapi ga tau mo ngomong apa
Mo bikin project tapi keabisan bahan
Mo ngisi bulbo tapi semuanya lama2

Ugh aku bosan
Mo berdoa tapi lagi males denger jawabannya
hehe ... maap yeeee Tuhan
maklum lah namanya juga manusia

Ugh aku bosan
tapi daripada nulis ginian
mending gw kerjain PR lagi
Kalo udah beres kan bisa pigi2

Hehe... maksa buanget ini puisi
Yah gitu lah kalo kurang kerjaan
Bikin PR keabisan inspirasi
memang gw pujangga jadi2an

I am baaack !

Farika is back on the game
everything will never be the same

Through every pressure and tribulation
every lust, desire and temptation

Farika puts everything behind
Refreshing her soul, spirit, and mind

What a morning !

Waking up this morning
with a strange feeling
Doubtful, guilty, unloving

Tried to remember what I was dreaming
but came up with nothing
though I felt like something was missing

A soft voice in my heart is calling
a truth is being revealed
yet I was unsure it can be trusted
'coz feelings sometimes can be misleading

Waking up this morning
with a strange feeling
hopefully by the end of the day
I won't be led astray

After all this time

My other half was missing
to an unknown world it was wandering

Then life got so annoying
because I was unsure what I was doing

I was gonna shot myself on the head
because life without a purpose is dead

I want to be happy
but can never find the answer
only Jesus is the key
the one I need at this hour

Where is she ???

Where is the girl
who used to be cheerful
always carried a large grin on her face

Where is the girl
who was never fearful
who viewed life as a big race

Where is the girl
who desired to be number one at school
doing whatever she thought was cool

Where is the girl
who always have a huge dream
always want to do something extreme

Where is the girl
who filled my days with her laugh
and always had been my other half

Missed her ...