YOU

YOU are
the force that keeps me spinning
the song that I always want to sing

It does not matter how many mistakes
I have made
YOU keep holding me at YOUR embrace

So without YOU
I won't survive
& rather die

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I am so unfamiliar with this blog
How do I post pics & links & stuffs ???
So confusing, heh ??!

The purpose driven life

The Purpose Driven Life is such a good book
I relied on the principals from the book for most of my decision making
However lately it seemed like I totally forgot about the book

Wednesday nite I met my Chi Alpha folks
who re-directed me to the real purpose of life
... to serve
... to love
... to give hope

Life is boring
when there is nobody you take care of
or when you can not find somebody to love

Fortunately
I realized
there are ALWAYS people waiting for our love

(Sigh)
I do miss good times at college
or even high school
... the people I grew up with
... friends who always cherished me
... they who colored my life

The purpose driven life
"What on earth am I here for ?"
Good question.

I Learn

I learned
that life would be easier
when I started thinking about others

It's about time
for me to decide

that life is not about me
only

I used to be

Honey,
I used to be happy
until recently
everything is different from it used to be

Honey,
I used to be happy
until suddenly the only friend that I have is a TV

I used to be happy
drowning in my daily activity
or having fun with Lizzie & Brittney
& the other good pals around me

I used to be happy
but now the only feeling I have is lonely

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New achievement

3 years ago I assessed one patient in 1 hour
2 years ago I assessed 4 patients in 2 hours
Last year I saw 8 patients in one day
Today I saw 17 patients in one day

Pfh... what a long day
When Jaymar left, that was bad
But when Jaymar and Andrea are not here
that is even worse

I burned out today
Too bad I still cannot relax
'coz my study partner is waiting
So yeah I gotta go & swallow more nutrition thing
for my RD test

Pfh.... wish me luck !
I ain't gonna take another RD test
One is goos enough
I'd better pass

NEVER

I never cry
'coz I know it won't bring you close anyway
I never say goodbye
'coz I know we'll meet again sometime

I never say
how much you mean to me
I thought you'd figure out
I hope it's so real to be seen

I'd never forget
the day we met
You were a new girl at school
yet I thought you were cool

I never know
until when this feeling will grow
but yeah I miss you
and I hope we'll meet soon

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Buat yang ngerasa aja deh, haha.... ;D

Life again (melow amat seh gw ?!?)

Life has been bad
since you left

The Marina Del Ray became my friend
ever since then

Life has been boring
without your music I'd never sing

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Boooo....ring !!!

Life has been pretty boring
at least for these past two days
when I suddenly turn geeky again
in my 4X6 room where I stay

I poured my mango juice to a big cup
Life has been pathetic lately
but I've never thought to back up

Oh yeah I am back
to dating flashcards and notebook
for this upcoming RD test

Pfh... boooo....ring !!!